Showing posts with label sexual healing. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sexual healing. Show all posts

Thursday, December 27, 2012

Cancer Full Moon Dec 28 cry cry baby astrology

t is two weeks from the terrible slaughter of the innocents at Newtown Connecticut. It’s one week now Dec 28 from the Winter Solstice. If you think the end of the Mayan calender was a hoax, yes it was, commercialized from fear-mongers.. But the deeply held intentions of thousands of New Age and optimistic spiritual seekers felt a new world,a new energy grid light up the earth and unite people with new ideals, knowledge and understanding of truth, interconnectedness and love. That intention is what creates new realities.
Super intensified CANCER FULL MOON, atomic fueled womb Full Moon @ Pluto conjoins the  Sun at 7 degrees Capricorn  12/28 @ 2:23 am PST, 5:23 am EST, 10:23 am GMT.
The ongoing Uranus Pluto square  affects both the Sun and the Moon at this Lunation. 
JUNO, the Asteroid symbolizing woman’s particular genius sits on the right of the Sun with Pluto on the left. Its the WHoly Trinity of Women’s wisdom lighting up the world. Which also lights up the real picture of women not having rights as in the horrible gang rape of that woman in India which has sparked protests the police cannot control. She  is of course not the only one.
Moon in Cancer is in her home, so she is safe secure in the womb, hidden,in the roots of the chart.
The Universe is pregnant with possibility. Also a very good time to get pregnant if you so choose.
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Everything is being conceived all at once.
Mercury, the winged messenger, is almost conjunct the Galactic Center at 25 Sagittarius.  This potent alignment allows us to tap into the highest truth from the Black Hole the central VOID, womb of our home Galaxyand our own inner voids, places of silence.
Venus is at the middle degree of Sagittarius, and more power to her,aiming for truth, justice and the bigger picture,yes do get up on your soapbox now and yell out your truth as you see it.
Mars is newly in Aquarius- your freak flag is flying and rebellion is ongoing world-wide. A Native woman chieftess is on a hunger strike on Parliamnet Hill in Ottawa,as Indigenous peoples in Canada are protesting oil pipelines going through their sacred lands. In Bolivia indigenous peoples sit in parliament in tribal dress, protesting, empowering themselves.
CNN and FOX and most major networks are not televising the revolutions in Europe, and other places.
Saturn has just formed,Dec 26 the first of three exact sextiles to PLUTO. The two powerful planets remain in mutual reception- in each other’s ruling signs from Oct 5 2012- Sept. 17 2015 researching, uprooting, lies, deceipt, corruption, and a willingness to delve deeply into the shadows of world governments, plutocrats, power mongers,saboteurs, self-righteous, psychopaths, sex, power, abuse, life,death, birth. All the biggies, oh yeah money too.
CERES Goddess mother is opposite Mercury and the Galactic Center
Transparency is the new black.
Saturn trines Chiron the wounded healer and the Moon in Cancer
a great healing for the wounded mothers and children, for the wounded killers and the authorities behind the scenes. a great healing for the women gang raped, for the innocent blood spilled. Mother earth cries great tears for her children.
RITUAL FOR CANCER FULL MOON
-MOONSTONE is the mineral for sign of Cancer or PEARL 
Moonstone Cancer gem
Moonstone Cancer gem
Create a sacred circle,
have salt water, use Himalayan salts if you can get them, sea salt or Kosher salt.
use white candles or pale blue or pale pink
have smudge or incense,
start in the east and cast a circle moving clock wise and calling in the elements beginning with Fire in the East, Water in the South, Earth in the West, Air in the North.Light a candle for each element.
Bless the water and make it holy by whispering sacred words, OHMS,  
Make your circle a sacred womb, make it as of tears and sweat,and sprinkle it into all four directions.
The ritual is very simple, simply get in touch with your feelings,the ones most buried,
you will begin to give birth to them in this ritual.
- let the tears of grief flow,cry like a baby, for all the times you could not express your feelings because you were oppressed. We have all been oppressed, all as little children by our fathers and our mothers and the consensus reality that did not believe us, in what we saw and knew, in the fairies and the feelings we felt were guiding us in our tummies.
cry as long and as hard and deep as you need to. Crying is purging.
when your tears are spent, sit in the circle and write down how you feel,
Your Intention is to bless all those hidden feelings that have arisen into the light as blessings in and of themselves.
Name each one reverently, vow to honor the newborn feelings.
And as synchronicity guides me I was drawn to a Joni Mitchell Song -Hajira 
watch- read lyrics  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sg7F2-rYXno
here are the lyrics

I’m traveling in some vehicle
I’m sitting in some cafe
A defector from the petty wars
That shell shock love away
There’s comfort in melancholy
When there’s no need to explain
It’s just as natural as the weather
In this moody sky today
In our possessive coupling
So much could not be expressed
So now I’m returning to myself
These things that you and I suppressed
I see something of myself in everyone
Just at this moment of the world
As snow gathers like bolts of lace
Waltzing on a ballroom girl
You know it never has been easy
Whether you do or you do not resign
Whether you travel the breadth of extremities
Or stick to some straighter line
Now here’s a man and a woman sitting on a rock
They’re either going to thaw out or freeze
Listen
Strains of Benny Goodman *
Coming through the snow and the pinewood trees
I’m porous with travel fever
But you know I’m so glad to be on my own
Still somehow the slightest touch of a stranger
Can set up trembling in my bones *
I know no one’s going to show me everything
We all come and go unknown
Each so deep and superficial
Between the forceps and the stone
Well I looked at the granite markers
Those tribute to finality to eternity
And then I looked at myself here
Chicken scratching for my immortality
In the church they light the candles
And the wax rolls down like tears
There’s the hope and the hopelessness
I’ve witnessed thirty years
We’re only particles of change I know I know
Orbiting around the sun
But how can I have that point of view
When I’m always bound and tied to someone
White flags of winter chimneys
Waving truce against the moon
In the mirrors of a modern bank
From the window of a hotel room
I’m traveling in some vehicle
I’m sitting in some cafe
A defector from the petty wars
Until love sucks me back that way
© 1976; Crazy Crow Music
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BLESSINGS,
TARA

Sunday, November 11, 2012

Scorpio Total solar eclipse orgasmic consciousness, emotional healing




On November 13 @ 2:09 pm PST 5:09 pm EST 10:09 pm GMT
the Total Solar eclipse @ 21 degrees 57 minutes Scorpio
is a North Nodal eclipse indicating it is towards our highest future good.

Visible in Australia, New Zealand,the South Pacific and parts of Chile in Southern South America, where the impact of the eclipse will be felt the greatest. Of course everyone in the world will feel it

SCORPIO! POWER! DEATH REBIRTH! SEXUALITY! TRANSFORMATION!

There won’t be another TOTAL Solar Eclipse till March 20 2015, there will be partial and annular and hybrid Solar eclipses in between.
The eclipse is part of Saros cycle133. The cycle started in the year 1219. On June 15 1219 Dannebrog – the oldest national flag in the world, Denmark’s, according to legend, fell from the sky during the Battle of Lyndanisse (now Tallinn) in Estonia, and turned the Danes’ luck. that’s a good pattern to begin with.
 
I made the chart for Washington D.C.
Scorpio Total Solar Eclipseclick on chart to view larger
MARS rules the Scorpio Eclipse
and where is Mars? @ 27 degrees SAGITTARIUS exactly on the GALACTIC CENTER!
That’s the Black Hole at the centre of our Milky Way Galaxy. It absorbs and transmits incredibly vast amounts of electromagnetic energy, swallowing everything. The Mayans called this place Hunab Ku, the Sun behind the Sun.
The Dec 21 2012 scenario is about the Sun conjuncting the Galactic Centre and the Galactic Equator but it takes 36 years for the Sun to cross the Vesica Pisces, the COSMIC VAGINA, at the centre of the Milky Way,the nuclear bulge, visible to the naked eye, seen as a dark rift, called the Black Road or Shibalba Be,by the Mayans.
The whole Galactic Alignment occurs only ONCE every 25,920 years.
The alignment began in 1979 and will continue till 2015 I believe, so 1998- 2012 is more of an exact central target zone.
The big consciousness emotional shift is hugely triggered at this eclipse, especially with Saturn in Scorpio!
I have been feeling flattened the last few days because of this energy. The psychic elements floating before the hit- did you feel it to?
lots of shadowy EGO material coming up and out be seen and cleared,not pretty at all!but lets not judge it.
It’ll feel like your very own personalized emotional Hurricane Sandy, coming on, very sudden and catching you up in the maelstrom.
As the Moon blocks the light of the Sun it is always symbolic of the FEMININE UNCONSCIOUS feeling state temporarily blocking the heroic male ego consciousness. It’s encountering the dark side of the moon in broad daylight for 4 minutes.
SCORPIO,Feminine fixed water is the sign that Recycles, death, rebirth Fear of change is what to watch out for!
A TOTAL solar eclipse is a NO turning back point from jettisoning your old emotional GARBAGE
Mars is also squaring Uranus – so huge revolutionary changes
Saturn is exactly Quincunx Uranus so the pressure for cataclysmic evolutionary change is GIGANTIC
Eclipses occur in cycles the last one near this degree was Nov. 13 1993 a partial solar eclipse.
where were you then? what was happening in your life? an entire cycle closes and a new one opens now
This is also a SUPER MOON, so expect huge tides, earthquakes and tsunamis around the date
Mercury is RETROGRADE at ZERO degrees of SAGITTARIUS opposite the May 20 Solar Eclipse
which gets re-activated again now
Mercury Retro is past thoughts and communications, memories,
Mercury is squaring Neptune in PISCES at ZERO degrees which just turned Direct on 11:11
WHAT TO DO
conceive of a new dream, remember where you came from- SPIRIT- that’s PISCES
think a new dream, speak a new dream of spirituality, creativity, of a compassionate voice.
REMEMBER who you really are.Sagittarius is the truth the arrows aim to the Galactic Center
SCORPIO is also the Sign of SOUL, as is Pisces two aspects-Scorpio is the sexual soul mate tantric connection
Scorpio, 8th house communion is the dream of dying into the other, the petit mort
the total Scorpio eclipse triggers the reverberation memories of total Orgasmic consciousness
One of my teachers taught a group of women how to breathe through their chakras to have a complete whole body orgasm
Think of the Goddess and God principle as being totally in love with each other, the Feminine is the void- the Dark Rift
the Masculine is the Light,the Sun, when the two meet- their lovemaking is constant, eternal, orgasmic unity, which creates everything
and we can tune into this, without a partner, without genital stimulation, through breathing opening, concentration
RITUAL for the SCORPIO orgasmic consciousness
I saw the scene in my mind’s eye of Frodo the Hobbit casting the EVIL ring of Power into MOUNT DOOM in Lord of the Rings
The Ring of Power symbolizes that Scorpionic ego control, secrecy, obsessive energy
before the eclipse think of WHAT your personal RING OF POWER is made of,
list what drives you unconsciously,what your ego desires:
lusts after, power, control, sex, porn, money, fame, revenge, abusing others,hatred, anger, jealousy, feeling bigger than, etc.
or it could be the opposite, victimization, poverty,being abused, that is the other side of the same coin.
Write out your 7 deadly sins or whoever many there are on a piece of paper in a line,cut it out, take a yellow coloured pencil or marker and colour over it so it looks gold,cut it out to make the shape of a ring,
Prepare for your ritual Before the eclipse is exact
if you cant do it at exact time, anytime that works for you is good,
cast a ceremonial circle large enough for you to lie down
you will need a yoga mat or blanket, incense,
Light a candle for each direction, invite all the Archangels in, Michael east, Gabriel South, Ariel west, Raphael North to protect you.
You will need a small container to light a tiny fire, a bowl of water, earth and incense for each element
think about your personal ring of power, how it controls you, how it creates pain suffering, separation,illusion
sit in the center of your circle and bring up all the emotion,
breathe deeply to calm yourself and stay centered,
when you feel clear, calm, grounded take your “ring of power” and state your intention ou t loud
that you are willing to transform your egoic needs for power by burning your ring,to allow those unconscious emotions to transform
watch your ring burn, it will go quickly, and feel the negative ego’s control of you dying,

THE ORGASMIC BREATH

Visualize a ruby this is one of the stones for Scorpio Ruby
then breathe deeper and slower, make the circle big enough so you can lie on your back or sit on a pillow comfortably
Breathe into your root chakra and see a red flower open, send your 1st chakra energy down into the center of the earth, to Mother earth’s flame,
this is Her heart, breathe the fire up into your root chakra, it should start to pulse,awakening your kundalini energy gently.
Breathe into your 2nd chakra it is orange, feel it open, send that energy down into the 1st and deep down into the flame in the earth and breathe it back up again past the 1st and into the 2nd, feel your 2nd chakra pulse with kundalini energy. It will feel sexual, hot..
Breathe into your 3rd chakra 1 finger below your navel, it is bright yellow like the Sun, again send your intention and your breath down into the 2nd , 1st and into the earth and the fire in the centre and then breath the fire back up from the 1st, 2nd and into the 3rd . It will open, pulse and feel hotter,
Continue with your 4th chakra, at your heart, emerald green, and send the energy down past the 3rd,2nd, and 1st chakras into the fire at the center of the earth and breath the fire back up through the 1st, 2nd, 3rd and into the 4th. Your heart will open, beat faster, you will feet hotter more excited,passionate, with your eternal beloved,
Think about the love the Sun the Moon and Earth, the Goddess beautiful and the God have for each other, think about the most beautiful image of unconditional, balanced love between the Goddess and God image see and feel their desire, for each, how the Universe is made up of, and IS the union of the opposites, its perfect beauty.
Pay attention to your 5th chakra,deep blue, the throat, and open your throat, moan, or sound, again send your breath down into the 4th, 3rd, 2nd, 1st chakras down into the earth’s fiery core , and breath the fire back up through your root chakra, 2nd 3rd 4th and into the 5th, feel your throat open, pulsing merging faster.
Bring your attention into the 6th your 3rd eye, between your eyebrows, with your eyes closed you should see a purple flame, again the same breath and send your intention down into the 5th, 4th, 3rd, 2nd and 1st chakras. Send the energy down into the earth flame bring that energy back up through the 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 5th and into the 6th chakras, you should see splendid coloured lights, and sense the passion, the breath of the gods, their hearts beating.
Bring your attention to the crown chakra, the 7th and see a white light a crystal sparkling lotus open and breathe into this starlike energy breathe id down past all the chakras into the earth;s fiery core and breathe the energy slowly through all the chakras from the root up to the crown.
At this point you will feel very hot, open, your body may be rocking naturally and you will feel your chakras open and naturally breathing organically, feeling flashes of kundalini energy flashing up and all around your body. It is loving, orgasmic alive invigorating purifying cleansing, gorgeous. This breathing cleanses and purifies you.
Now from this higher conscious love bliss union awareness and receptive state of whole body awareness. Breathe in the new consciousness, the new karmic imprint, the higher conscious UNITY of SELF, with Galactic Center heart energy as Source, feel the Divine Feminine energy the void, the great matrix, the portal of light and oneness coursing through your heart your veins. stay with this energy.
you are being reborn, reprogrammed, renewed, you are rising like the PHOENIX the highest form of Scorpio transcendant, whole, complete, always in ONENESS with the Beloved,….
Stay as long as you like in the new bliss unity energy, anchor in your heart, in your chakras.
when you feel ready come back and open your eyes in your sacred circle.
see all is new
You are reborn. take your time. tap on your heart chakra lightly to keep centered…
you can do the fire breathing every day as part of a yogic practice.
You are whole and complete and interconnected with all. You have risen above all the old emotional egocentric driven mode.
just stay conscious, breathing, feeling constantly orgasmically happy and send love out to everyone it is a discipline.
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