Saturn in your 12th house, karmic test how to Astrology from Tara Greene

If you have a later SCORPIO Ascendant or even a LIBRA one,you are experiencing Father Time, Saturn

slouching through your 12th house, like the Beast….

Cosmic cop, Lord of KARMA, Satan, Darth Vader, slogging through your darkest most precious deeps,

William Blake Moloch, Saturn, Howl

a cavern of jewels which you haven’t a clue of  its value

this is your heroic journey

Saturn is the Watcher at the Threshold, you are in process, 

Your life is a mirror of your 12th house.

things fall apart, jobs, marriages, health, whatever it takes you to wake up.

The 12th house, is traditionally the HOUSE OF TROUBLES

why aren’t I giving you good news?

This is the Good News!  The final TEST,  in a very long journey.

In your BIG SECRET house.  Where your secret enemies lie . shhh.

But they are your own secret enemies, your shadows, fears and shame.

Your insecurities, memories, unconscious impulses. 

 The 12th house contains that which you do not want to deal with

“he who shall not be named”

but SATURN will force you to eat humble pie.

just like HARRY POTTER you must accept that you and you know who are one.

Your skin feels dry and lifeless, it is perpetual winter,

you feel empty, you are the chrysalis in the final stages, turning

from caterpillar to  butterfly

you feel stifled in the womb,

invisible, not yet born, worn out. Depressed.

Has nothing to do with chronological age. 

This time is HUGE, and not moving fast enough.  Only happens once every 28 years.

You need to be like the HERMIT in the TAROT

Listen to your own inner light, its not time to shine out in the world, yet.

this is deep intense, psychological work, DREAMWORK is great, work with your Nightmares

EVERY dream comes in service to you. It’s the Royal Road out.

My advice is,  put your inner ear to work, listen to your own ground of being,

an ayahuasca journey to clear out all the skeletons might be good medicine,

with a proper shaman.

Write, make art, get it out in a spiritual, creative way, 

get on your knees and pray,

find your Self, make peace with your past, forgive and forgive 

until your secret closet is empty, your 12th house Scorpio or Libra soul is empty

waiting to be fulfilled at your  Rebirth

 love the dark hours of my being.

My mind deepens into them.

There I can find, as in old letters,

the days of my life, already lived,

and held like a legend, and understood.

 

Then the knowing comes: I can open

to another life that’s wide and timeless.

 

So I am sometimes like a tree

rustling over a gravesite

and making real the dream

of the one its living roots

embrace:

 

a dream once lost

among sorrows and songs.

  

~ Ranier Maria Rilke ~

I’m also having Saturn in my 12th, till the end of this year and into 2014. Lets compare notes.

12th house energy is extra psychic – Get a reading  http://www.taratarot.com/id78.html

Birth of the New masculine,mars in Capricorn, astrologyn

I just coined a new term, I believe. Correct me if I am wrong -Astrologyn- TM Feminine Based Astrology-

taking the stars back to their feminine roots, 

we live in the Mother’s Milk galaxy now -don’t we?

Mercury is Retrograde and will back into Feminine water Scorpio again on the New Moon TOTAL Scorpio Eclipse Nov. 13 PST/Nov 14 EST

A Total Scorpio Solar Eclipse is a guaranteed  soul transformer 

for the next 6 months to a year.  -see my previous article 

Retrograde Mercury takes us back to October to revisit the conversations communications & power struggles we did the first time 

so expect those old Scorpio, you know, power, control, obsessions,  sex ,messy revenge on the down side, issues to be back on the front/back burner 

It’s cryin’ time again and healing time 

as CHIRON goes DIRECT NOv 14 @ 4 degrees 49 minutes of PISCES

CHIRON went Retro back on JUNE 11 so @ 9 degrees 45 mins of PISCES

all those internal memory unconscious pain karmic bonds that have been simmering away in yours and the Collective’s 12th house, the Cosmic Consciousness house is ready NOW to be healed born, blissed out, totally rebirthed on the Scorpio Solar eclipse.

With a big karmic blessing from SATURN who is trining CHIRON.

this is huge folks,just open your minds your hearts and soul’s and let it happen.

SURRENDER like the Hanged Man in the Tarot

Napoleon Brousseau
Hanged Candy Man 2012

MARS ruler of SCORPIO is on the GALACTIC CENTRE

acting as spiritual guide and soul warrior 

the Warrior God is in the Great Mother’s cosmic Vagina now so I tuned into his energy. I actually am a channeler.

Mars/the male is being rebirthed going back into the cosmic void, Alcyone the Central Sun and beyond into the Black Rift itself, being reborned as 

 the NEW MALE, Blissful warrior who listens to the Great Mother as Sacred Source of All.

This is what the consciousness shift Dec 21 2012 is all about.

Men will be feeling whole, complete, ready to defend the mother, the Feminine within himself, to protect women when they need and to support and honor the Feminine, the EARTH and all Her children.

We have just seen the evidence of this in President Obama defeating the backwards caveman platform of the Republicans. 

Mars will enter Capricorn November 16 in the evening till Dec 25

So a grounded, serious, responsible,sensible, patient time. But my sense is that Mars ruling Scorpio going into the Dark of the Year earth sign means earthquakes.

Capricorn is a FEMININE EARTH sign

the capitalist Plutocracy, modern-day materialist that we think of with Capricorn is not the traditional meaning. 

Original the symbol was the body of a  dolphin fish with the torso and head of a goat . The shows the Great Mother’s origins in this sign. The Goat horns are the Moons’ crescents. Capricorn was also associated with the sea. The Moon Goddess and the Sea are one, they symbolize the primal womb image, memory, smell of the ocean that we all carry in our cellular consciousness, in our blood. Capricorn is the physical beginning of all human lives in 3D. Ruled by Saturn.

Stella Maris, Mary, T’ai  Yuan, from very ancient China, The HOLY Woman,  Kwan Yin, to modern Buddhists, she is Triple Goddess in Celtic Mythology Danu,  Bridget.

Capricorn’s horns symbolized the Cornucopia, the horn of plenty.

So focus on abundance, on filling your horn with plenty. Trust that there is enough to go around, but also do the mature responsible hard-working structuring and work to ensure that it can be real. 

Mars will be sextiling Neptune November 17

So create the  physical groundwork for your dreams this night. Write them down, do a ritual, plight your troth to be the vision, to act the vision, to be the change.

Blessings TARA

people get ready by the Chambers Brothers http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y0FnjkSFwss&feature=colike

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To see more of artist Napoleon Brousseau’s works http://www.napob.com

all writing copyright TARA GREENE